Yes I am uncontented.. I wish for so much more.. from life.. from myself.. I wish that things are better.. rosy and all.. I wish that I have time to do everything.. Every man is greedy right? Or am I the only one? I am almost going into that quarter life crisis situation.. about to graduate (not quite “about” but reaching there) yet there lies so much uncertainty that I wish the amount of statistical test I know of would be able to plot me my life infront of me.. just so I know if it is going to be worth it at all.. I happen to meet one of my life time friend on the train today.. it has been think 1-2 months since I last met up with them.. and we talked about how we each have been and the rest of the gang have been.. then came the 2 success stories out of our gang.. one guy is getting married soon with a condo and all while the other already owns a car to call his own.. I am so envious of them that I could cry… I mean I am of course happy for them and their life and all.. but does all guys have such gd life? Or am I the only one still struggling to catch the things that are just falling all around me.. Oh and that friend of mine still remembered a very important date in the history of the world.. thanks so much and I am indeed very touch just by the fact that he remembered.. and may the rest of the gang still happy and contented with life.. 🙂
I just called my princess earlier.. had a pretty long talk about how life would be in 5 years times.. so this is my plan..
1 year later
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I would have graduated!! Finally!!!!! WooHOOOOO can go out and earn some real cash now.. cant wait to receive my first 4 digit pay…
2 years later
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Now i must be thrifty and save up as much as possible…
3 years later
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Hopefully my savings plan worked and I would have ready cash to buy a small HDB flat.. is this too unrealistic?
4 years later
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Continue to pay for the HDB and get married with my lovely princess
5 years later
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Its time to consider a car.. and prehaps a baby?
So basically the plan would goes from
finding a gd job >>> saving >>> house >>> marriage >>> car >>> baby
I really wish to have a small place of my own next time.. then can start my own family and all.. of course have to make it lizard free for my princess next time..
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