Do you guys still remember last time got this thing called a postpet? Lol.. I used to play it with Amanda.. I got a pet dog called Russell! Haha.. so cute right?? Anyway.. it got lost once after I send it to help me send a email to Amanda… :pout1 I think she kidnap him! :mad1

Anyway I was doing some spring cleaning on my email then I saw one of his secret diary entry..

Jun 21

I went to Amanda’s home today.
I played with Miffy
I was slapped lightly
I was patted to death
Can’t forget that taste.

———-
Russell

Dear.. my schedule is 12-Jul-06 (Wed) 10:00 am… you will be there with me right? :umm1

Did you all catch this show? It is a very good show! It is filmed by National Geographical so its like a documentary which begins with the discovery of this gospel of Judas in which it was verified and translated…

The image of Judas have always been one of the most evil, treacherous, satanish being which eventually leds to the capture of Jesus with a kiss.. in this gospel, the entire scene was described very differently. What it says is Judas was the one that will unveil the real spirtual being of Jesus and thus the events occur as it is…. There is a lot more in the documentary like its origins and impact which are very interesting.. like why did the 4 gospels in the new testament depict Judas as he is.. why did the new testament only choose 4 gospels from the 30+ other gospels.. was the evil image of Judas indirectly reasponsible for the holocast in WW2..

The ending statement was what really leaves an impression.. if there is no mistake in my understanding of the documentary.. it ends off by saying that in the earlier years.. there were actually several versions of christianity where there are different teachings and ideologies.. circumstances forces the religion to change over time.. and for us in the end, the religion is just like an abstract shell which you cover yourself in.. what we should try to understand is.. what is the thing that you believe from the religion that you follow..

Ok.. time to go slp..

YEAH!!! IT IS OVER!! OMG ITS FINALLY OVER!!! NO MORE SCHOOL WORK!!! NO MORE MAD SUPERVISOR BREATHING DOWN MY NECK!! NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe pardon the caps.. cause it is really all over!! I am so happy!! :wink1 regardless what is the going to be the result I dont really care that much.. so now I shall relax for a few days with my dear.. :heart1

Met her today on the train while it was raining heavily.. really quite glad that I can finally spend quality time with her.. neglected her since the start of this year.. I am so sorry.. :sad1

We ate quite early cos we were both hungry.. its this jap rest at the TAKA food court.. I have to say it is really quite good! As in the taste was really gd.. maybe cause I too long never go out eat properly? Then we walked around and I bought this swiss doughnut home.. it is really good too!! I need to eat a lot to gain more weight as I lost weight over the course of rushing my hyp.. haiz.. I actually miss her mum’s cooking too..

Now that my HYP is over.. only got 2 more papers for my exam which are both open booked.. so I quite relax.. we are still deciding whether to go AUST or JAPAN in may.. then I also have to ask her mum.. dunno she will allow anot.. :err1

I am still weighing out the pros and cons between the 2 destinations.. the thing abt AUST is.. I scare nothing to do there then no place to do shopping? lol.. Japan is a bit tougher cause no real reason for us to go? (Amanda has frens at Aust mah..) plus I think everything is a bit more ex in JAPAN too.. hmmz.. I go read some more guide on Aust..

I never realise how good this song is till today.. the mtv is quite crappy though..

冰块还没融化你在看表我笑的尴尬
你说最近很忙改天聊吧
那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话
你说爱情很窄世界很大(而我们应该长大)
就这样吧就这样吧
我想我听懂你话中的话

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬
微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧
你说温室没有灿烂的花(你总是很有想法)
就这样吧就这样吧
我同意可是我泪如雨下